Depressed.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
I think this post was a bit too vague. Anyway, thank you all for your concern. :) I'm fine now. All I needed was a day off to sleep all day and get some rest. I'm chipper as ever now, which is good. I was all down and out recently because I just lost the speech and debate competition (got fourth place in the Finals) that I've been working so hard for. But meh. It's fine. At least I made it to Finals. Aaaanddd I got closer to Jailbait... except, it's hard to think about him without being depressed because he won several gold medals in the competition (while I didn't). But whatever. It's all good in the hood now. I'm fine. Perfectly fine.
And we're friends. Just friends, but I'd rather be friends than not at all.We ended up talking a lot during the past week and joking around and all that shenanigans.
BUT OMG HE'S SO CUTE. Especially during the competitions. We all had to wear suits and whatever fancy-schmancy outfit and his attire just takes the cake. He looked fucking hot, I swear. I wish I had pictures to prove my point because no amount of swearing and articulation could describe the fabulosity of a such a boy.
WTF. This was supposed to be a short post explaining what I lost, but somehow it snowballed (once again) into a post where I spazz over a boy I personally know of. I am such a creep.
/bricked.
